Something About An Eclipse Or Something?! And what that means for my belly fat.
So I hear that the universe has big plans for us in the moment, something about a double eclipse or something. Triple eclipse?! I’m really not sure. I don’t know much about astrology and I am limited to what people tell me. But right now apparently should be like a major big fat clear out. We have to face our karma, make decision that will effect our karma, close doors, open new ones, say what we really think and stand by it. And I am almost tempted to start studying astrology now, just to find out when we will have a time filled with peace. Because, astrology or not, everywhere I turn, every person I meet, every letter I open in the moment makes me lose my breath!
17 days ago, a dear friend that I fell out with earlier this year, after a stupid disagreement, got in touch again. I was a bit gobsmacked but very pleased. We decided to meet up a few days later.
16 days ago my old, nasty, greedy landlord who raised our rent with 20% (TWENTY PERCENT) earlier this year, sent me an email just to say “I hope you are well”. I didn’t reply, I don’t miss him. Though in a way I should feel grateful to him as I am much happier where we live now. But the last time I spoke to him was through something called the “dispute service” and his lies were pretty expensive and stressful for us. I wish him well though, I have a feeling he may have some stomach ulcers coming his way….
2 weeks ago I had a massage that was gifted to me by the nicest neighbour on the planet.The Great Ormond Street Hospital Chapel
11 days ago I had a tour of my old “hospital neighbourhood” where we stayed for 2 weeks when my daughter was ill. I haven’t been back since the last out-patient appointment almost 5 years ago. I went there for a meeting. And as the full-time version of my part-time course is in the hospital building then I went to say hello to them also, and visited the library. I had a nice chat with one of my teachers who also told me about this astrological storm. And I went to sit in the hospital chapel for a little while, thanking who ever that our daughter got well again. I had some lunch, and then I went to meet up with my meningitis charity, where I confessed to studying homeopathy (which clashes with the very scientific approach the charity is taking). They didn’t mind, but I got it off my chest! It was a crazy day being confronted with my old life and my new life, all in the same building!!
12 days ago I kissed and made up with my darling friend again. We had a heart-to-heart and even managed to laugh at our own stupidity. I am so happy to have this conflict solved.
5 days ago another friend of mine suggests that I join her “fat burner” club, which takes place over 4 weeks, starting Monday the 10th of December. I took a quick look at it and decided to give it a go. I like the food, the exercises and I love that I am to do this in a group of 150 women, and that we get to share all our experiences through a very active facebook group. And of course this is also going to be very much a journey of the mind with daily meditations and reflections! All up my street!
It is also 5 days ago that I had the meeting with my new homeopath about my daughters illnesses. It truly was to become a day that changed something deep inside me. Read more about the meeting with the homeopath here. A very transformative day, that offered a real explanation to why my daughter had to suffer meningitis 2 times. An explanation I have been looking for, for more than 5 years.
4 days ago I start preparing for the 4 weeks intense detox/ fat burning programme and I noticed that I haven’t paid that much attention to my own well-being for a very long time.
3 days ago, I get the letter I have been waiting for regarding the closure of my old company. I feel free!
Yesterday as I am running out through the door to meet Simon and Miko for lunch, then my neighbour (the nice one who gifted me a massage) opens her door and says “Mette you have to meet my friend”. My neighbour had told her friend about Miko who had conjunctivitis and then got meningitis, and her friend had immediately without hearing any more said: vaccination! So of course she wanted us to meet. I got her card and she is practicing a special technique of self-healing, where you hold the part in need of healing during meditation. So I showed her my infected pointy finger on my right hand and said this finger was making me think a lot. Especially as it came around the time I started writing the post about “The real meaning of a pointy finger“. She smiled and said that the finger is trying to tell me to look after myself more, and I realised I had to point the finger towards myself. I did. And it is already on the mend. In fact there is no infection anymore, after 2 weeks of it!
Today I am reminiscing. I am looking at the useful decisions I made lately, that are going to benefit me these following 4 weeks, and after the 4 weeks of course also. I feel that the closure I am receiving on my daughters illnesses is actually going to allow me to transform my body. Finally! I quit wheat and gluten before. I quit smoking. I joined a gym. I can now have my coffee back, nice. This week is going to be challenging, I have a few things I need to finish. But after that, then I can already feel the reward and the peace of mind I am going to have. And I am excited to meet 2013. Very very excited!
Namaste.